To Bury the Life from Before
By Christine Stoddard
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The soil on her grave took two years to dry
because the storms would not cease.
The clouds could not blink back their tears;
and their misery blackened the sky.
When I try picturing her face—every crease--
I tremble before one of my greatest fears:
she has faded into another city phantom.
Who can make her out in the noir?
Who remembers her before one car
rendered her the tragedy of the annum?
A ghost giggles in the dark;
a bat flutters through the park;
the trees bend, their palettes stark.
I want to see the obituary in the flesh.
No newsprint, no words, not even a letter.
Just a smile or a sigh, however fleeting,
from the girl who dreamt of meeting
a fate of bylines
would be better than staring at
this photograph
a thousand times.
But I must start another day afresh
to the silence of her heart beat,
to her absence from headlines.
They have forgotten.