Holga, My Honey
By Starling Root
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Weighed down by a feast of poultry and seafood, I sank into the sofa. The whole first floor buzzed with Yuletide tales and gossip that had been pented up for too long. Somehow I had managed to squeeze some silence out of the air and fold it onto my lap, where I caressed its soft head in the hope that it would grow loyal toward me. All the noise made my head and heart pound. I had tasted Noël and enjoyed it, yet was ready to recover from its booming chorus of cheer.
My boyfriend also ached for a minute of peace. But he had been daydreaming for only a couple of moments when one of his aunts ambushed him with an unwrapped Christmas gift. The box, boasting a Rainbow Brite color scheme, was a perfect cube. A big picture of a camera filled up one of its shiny faces. The word 'Holga' declared itself in blocky orange print.
Taking it, my boyfriend glanced at the box and then passed it to me.
“Oh, thank you,” he said to his aunt, “But I think she'll get better use out of this than me.” He chuckled as his aunt laughed, nodded, and waved her hand.
“I have some silly little things for her, too. Just some silly little things.”
She removed a couple cases of sparkly stationery from the plastic bag dangling on her wrist. I smiled and thanked her as I ran my fingers over a glitter dragonfly.
My boyfriend turned to me after his aunt had moved on to attack another nephew. “This camera's perfect for you,” he murmured.
I rotated the box to inspect all sides. Everything about the packaging hinted at a combination of 1980s toy marketing and anime: speech bubbles, Japanese translations, rings of indigo, mauve and cherry red set against black. Yet the camera took medium format film—a professional medium. I thanked my boyfriend and placed the box alongside all the other gifts I had received that day.
Months passed before I would touch that box again. Spring was quickly fading into summer. I was perched upon my bed in a cotton tunic, knocked out by the heat but itching to be productive one Sunday morning. My eyes scanned the room before landing on that black and neon box. My mouth cracked into a grin. That day, I would not laze about in bed. That day, I would discover Holga.
I began by opening the box, which was no simple feat. Its flaps reisted my efforts to pull them out. In fact, I almost ripped the box. Once I managed to open it, I perused the sight before me. The camera resembled a child's plaything in its chunkiness. The books could have been album covers or 'zines. I sighed. Compared to most other camera kits, this kit felt so informal. I relished the thought of being able to click and go.
I laid out everything on the bed and began poring over the accompanying literature: a photo book, an instruction manual, and promotional materials. The muscles in my back relaxed when I learned how few settings the camera possessed and when I flipped through pages of samples showing what the camera could achieve.
My boyfriend also ached for a minute of peace. But he had been daydreaming for only a couple of moments when one of his aunts ambushed him with an unwrapped Christmas gift. The box, boasting a Rainbow Brite color scheme, was a perfect cube. A big picture of a camera filled up one of its shiny faces. The word 'Holga' declared itself in blocky orange print.
Taking it, my boyfriend glanced at the box and then passed it to me.
“Oh, thank you,” he said to his aunt, “But I think she'll get better use out of this than me.” He chuckled as his aunt laughed, nodded, and waved her hand.
“I have some silly little things for her, too. Just some silly little things.”
She removed a couple cases of sparkly stationery from the plastic bag dangling on her wrist. I smiled and thanked her as I ran my fingers over a glitter dragonfly.
My boyfriend turned to me after his aunt had moved on to attack another nephew. “This camera's perfect for you,” he murmured.
I rotated the box to inspect all sides. Everything about the packaging hinted at a combination of 1980s toy marketing and anime: speech bubbles, Japanese translations, rings of indigo, mauve and cherry red set against black. Yet the camera took medium format film—a professional medium. I thanked my boyfriend and placed the box alongside all the other gifts I had received that day.
Months passed before I would touch that box again. Spring was quickly fading into summer. I was perched upon my bed in a cotton tunic, knocked out by the heat but itching to be productive one Sunday morning. My eyes scanned the room before landing on that black and neon box. My mouth cracked into a grin. That day, I would not laze about in bed. That day, I would discover Holga.
I began by opening the box, which was no simple feat. Its flaps reisted my efforts to pull them out. In fact, I almost ripped the box. Once I managed to open it, I perused the sight before me. The camera resembled a child's plaything in its chunkiness. The books could have been album covers or 'zines. I sighed. Compared to most other camera kits, this kit felt so informal. I relished the thought of being able to click and go.
I laid out everything on the bed and began poring over the accompanying literature: a photo book, an instruction manual, and promotional materials. The muscles in my back relaxed when I learned how few settings the camera possessed and when I flipped through pages of samples showing what the camera could achieve.
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